maybe it was to give myself some time to myself without thinking too much.
maybe it was just a sudden craving to read.
and ive been reading quite a few good books on my phone. :3
though im feeling RAAAHHH over the fact i read a fanfic for harry potter when i thought it was the original edition of the deathly hallows. ):
but other than that, i like reading from my phone.
its easily accessible,
i dont have to luggggg my ever heavy books around,
i dont have to agonize over sore wrists/hands from holding thick cover-ed books.
(since my phone is obviously lighter.HOHO.)
the only problem i face is determining if the copy i obtained is the original or another fanfic.
its not that i detest fanfic of any sorts. just that i prefer to read the original before attempting to see how other people depict the story. gives the author more respect no?
i have currently cleared :
1. The curious case of benjamin button
(surprisingly short... so i worry about its authenticity. plus the recent fanfic writers are writing relatively well. so im still doubting if its the original...)
2. The five people you meet in heaven.
3. For one more day.
and im currently reading The Kite Runner.
i really like No. 2 & 3.
i like the curious case of benjamin button but i feel that the story can be developed much better.
unless it is due to the fact im not reading the original copy...
but seriously. books like this carry their worth well.
no only is there a story line, the message they are pushing across comes out really well. :3
and the kite runner seems like another great book. but im only halfway done.
so i dont know if the ending is any good yet.
after reading so much, i suddenly pondered.
if im in the same situation as the main character in the kite runner,
meaning your friend is in danger, maybe in mortal danger, maybe in some sort of very deep trouble that might drag you in badly, like maybe cost your life or something like that.
am i going to be as strong willed as the father, to live up to his beliefs, and stick up for the weak?
or be like a coward and run away, being fearful of what might come upon me?
i know what is what i want, and what is the right answer.
but doesnt mean i can live up to it.
even after serious thought i have no idea how i will react.
maybe i will only know when the time comes.
i hope my will is strong enough not to crumble under pressure.
i hope i am not going to be the one to run away.
probably even after i have ran away i would never be able to forgive myself.
《发呆》
眼睛睁不开 你的理由不精采
冰融了一块 还是听的不明白
阳光有点歪 马路开始塞
你搭配的表情让我发呆
maybe 在乎的人就是活该
我的难过说不出来
对你不理不睬 是否相信就能够
不存在也许再过一个礼拜
你会想念我的依赖
到时候我不敢 保证还为你等待 do u mind ?
手表忘了戴 你的沉默太慷慨
撑不住脑袋 前前后后像钟摆
你表现无奈 我并不想猜
这冻结的温度让我发呆
